I honestly thought that there was something seriously wrong with me…
That I was bipolar or something. Or if not bipolar or depressed, well at least: hormonal… All the time. But no doctor has ever given me an explanation or a proper diagnose, ever.
It was either PMS or too cold or too hot, I was too tired, not smart enough, not pretty enough, not experienced enough, etc. You name it! I was never good enough for myself.
I always came up with a new excuse for why I kept myself small.
I used to be so insecure and confused: one day, I felt great, when something good happened, the other day, I was upset and depressed because of a tiny little thing that triggered me.
I was behaving like a proper yoyo!
My college friend used to say to me: Wow, you are so messed up and confused!
How sad is that?
One day I had enough: I was determined that I will work on my mood swings and that nothing will stop me from achieving my goals.
All I needed was a little clarity, so I asked myself: Szeréna, where do you want to be, what do you want to achieve? What motivates you? Who do you want to serve? And then I made a clear plan, I wrote it down.
I combined strategy with meditation and visualization, walks in nature, chakra healing, changing my eating habits, reading self-help books, signing up to seminars, got myself, coaches, continued my education…
But most of all, I just simply decided that things will not throw me off track all the time.
Don’t get me wrong: I still can get scared or shocked, but now only for a few minutes and then I remind myself again: my logical brain always wants to keep me small and safe, but if I want to leave a legacy and live up to my full potential and make a positive impact on the world, I have to think with my higher mind.
Today, I just don’t hesitate so much. I do much more, I take action. I don’t meditate and contemplate on it forever. I meditate for a few minutes, and then I implement, execute.
And I have to say that nowadays I do much less work and get done so much more! Because I don’t force things anymore. Because I have faith in myself. Because I have changed.
Because people CAN change.
A few weeks ago I heard about this young man that exploded. Literally, the doctors told him: you will never walk or talk normally, ever again.
You know what his first thought was?
How powerful is that? Such a mighty, strong man, to have faith like this.
He is now totally cured and can walk and talk like before the “accident”, and he is a producer. Because he didn’t give up. He put effort into it and did the work. The messy one. Inside his head.
How many times do you have to “explode”, how many limitations must we give ourselves until we realize that there are no obstacles but the obstacles of your own mind?
Nothing is stopping you.
You can move mountains or do things you never even dreamed of achieving, just don’t wait for luck.
Simply do the work and never doubt in your own abilities. Have faith that you can, and you WILL make it.
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